Miles from Fenway: The Right Thing Doesn't Always Feel Good

I haven't talked a lot about my relationship with Barnard Boy here at Miles from Fenway. It just, well it didn't feel right knowing how many mutual friends we had that read here. In the end, I know that ending the relationship was the right thing to do. But knowing it was the right thing to do. Knowing that in the end this was the best decision, does not make the knowledge that I hurt him feel any better. I feel awful that I've hurt someone I care about. But in the end, I guess that's just something I'll have to live with, and hope that, eventually, he'll realize that this was the right decision too.

So I guess this is a completely fresh start for me. New year. No Job. Newly single (and planning on staying that way for a VERY long time). My friend Meegan said to me a few moments ago on the phone "I think this is going to be the year of Finy". I hope she's right.

Labels: dating

posted by FINY @ Saturday, January 13, 2007

2 Comments:

At 1/13/2007, Elisabeth said…

I wish you a lot of luck. I'm also going through a lot of changes and my friends are too....I think 07 is the year of change for everyone. :)
At 1/14/2007, Anonymous said…

...in 2006 i had to deal with the loss of a family member, with the knowledge that i was never going to be with the someone i thought (hoped) i would be with, and soon with a complete and total change of scenery and quite possibly career....

point being - i feel your pain girl - and other point being, we too will get through all this...

- barn's burnt down, now i can see the moon -

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