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    Tuesday, March 08, 2005
    The Emotional Rollercoaster
    It's still going. The ups and downs. Which I guess is understandable considering the speed in which everything happened. I just can't stop thinking about it. Thinking that I never should have gone there, never should have gotten so drunk that it seemed like a good idea.

    My mother is sending me a copy of "the rules". She's doing it as a joke. But it has to make me wonder, is that what I am supposed to be doing? Am I supposed to be playing hard to get, not making myself so emotionally available? I can't DO that shit. I wear my heart on my sleeve. If I want to do something, see someone, I'm going to.

    And I hate that I am letting this rule my life right now. There's so much going on right now, work is killing me, I have family members who are all stressed out, and the Red Sox are playing in Spring Training, and yet all I can think about is this.

    And now I've got MM and her boyfriend in the same room acting all sweet.

    I've got to get the hell out of here.


    posted by FINY @ Tuesday, March 08, 2005  
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